In these verses, the Psalmist evidences an uncertainty about God. Uncertainty can cause one to doubt God’s motives or doubt God’s timing. Sometimes when we become fearful and afraid, we accuse God. We mistakenly consider Him to be reacting to us like the humans around us who may forget us or hide their faces from us or allow our enemies to over take us and do nothing to help. But God is not like us or those around us. He will not forget us. Isaiah 49:15 tells us, “Can a woman forget her nursing child, and not have compassion on the son of her womb? Surely they may forget, yet I will not forget you.” Deut 31:6 tells us, “do not fear nor be afraid of them; for the LORD your God, He is the One who goes with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you.”
From accusation in verses 1-2, the Psalmist moves into calling out to God and reasoning with God in verses 3-4. In these verses, he says, “consider and hear me, O LORD my God; enlighten my eyes, lest I sleep the sleep of death; lest my enemy say, “I have prevailed against him”; lest those who trouble me rejoice when I am moved.”
Finally, the Psalmist makes a choice in verse 5. He states, ‘but I have trusted in Your mercy.” He decides to trust in God’s mercy. He decides to believe and act upon what He knows about God. This is internal to the Psalmist. A choice to believe God and trust God must come from within. I must, like priests carrying the ark across the Jordan, step into the water first rather than waiting for them to recede. Trusting God is a choice I must make daily, sometimes moment by moment.
From that choice, there is an immediate reward, the Psalmist says, “my heart shall rejoice in Your salvation.” When I choose to trust God, I am impacted in my walk with God, in my fellowship with God. He immediately reinforces the positive step I have taken.
- Accusation against God
- Calling out/reasoning with God
- Trust in God (choose)
- Receive from God
- Give out in ministry
We all have times of accusing or doubting God, even if it is only in our thoughts. The important thing is to move forward in the progression. Cry out to God, choose to trust God, receive from God and then give out what you have received to those around you.